"when you don’t want to feel, death can seem like a dream."

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Kill me.
There's at least one good thing about death,

no more suffering.

on melancholy hill

" Well, you can't get what you want, but you can get me  
  So let's set up and see 
  'Cause you are my medicine 
  When you're close to me, when you're close to me "

Hôm nay dù vẫn mệt nhưng chỉ đến khi gặp ổng lúc đang lếch thếch đi về thì mọi thứ mới thật trở nên kinh tởm.

Nếu có thể múc 1 phần não ra rồi để tạm ở nhà thì tốt quá. Đi học đã mỏi mệt như này mà còn nghĩ nghĩ thì quả thật mình chịu ko nổi.
Hờ, tuần 4 bận sáng chiều à, cũng chết thật đấy... Mà thế đã thấm vào đâu so với người ta.

Cục pentel mày ở chỗ khỉ gió nào??

It stabs.
I was too blind to realize the whole thing, or i was just too scared to admit it ?

As i once said before, take it and fly, dear. Fly, fly to your dreams, to your "heavenly stream".
Be happy!

Thank you.

Unbearable silence.

I hate that strange woman's voice.

Had a great great dream which was full of ups and downs. It reminds me of the time in junior high school, with him, twinnie and everyone else..

I'm sorry i can't tear myself away from you.
I know, such a burden right?
/:)

2.57 in the morning, sitting on the stairs, wrapped in the blanket.

Wish you were here.

 "Come talk to me"

Can i ? Because i terribly want to.

Mình có nên bỏ chạy ko nhỉ.

Nhớ những tối mát trời ngồi ăn bánh quế xanh lá cây, chè thập cẩm, uống nước đá và nghe nhạc sến với con Y khùng ở lan can. Ờ... ko phải lan can nhỉ, mà cũng chả biết phải gọi như nào nữa =))
Nó sẽ mải nằm hí hoáy nhắn tin trong khi mình cắm đầu vào ăn. Thật sung sướng và thanh thản :)

Thèm bánh mì thịt như chó hê hê.

"White lips, pale face"

Hôm nay hóa ra cũng như cứt cả.

Dreamed of him, his guy friends, my high school girl friends, Jochen, me driving a car through a rough road, and a python.
It was warm, joyful... and somehow, unreal.
/:)

You don't talk to me as you used to anymore.
It's all different now.

Is it ok if i don't laugh and tell jokes when they do? It's just i don't find it that funny or laughable.
I'm shy and the only person in class i can talk freely to is my twinnie, without any fear or hesitation.
Answer their questions and ask them some sometimes, that's all i can do.

I know we're not the same kind of person and people who are not the same don't have to enjoy each other, but is it ok if there are only 2 black sheep in the whole land?

Birdy

Sometimes the idea of dropping university just spread over my mind. It's strong and leaves in a flash but then comes back at any time.
What the hell am i doing here?