6.3.11

" it's too much, too bright, too powerful "

Mình thấy lạnh.
Mỗi khi sợ hay lo lắng thì tay đều lạnh và bụng thì đau, như giờ Hóa Lý năm 10, Lý Toán năm 11 và Toán Hóa Lý năm 12.
Haha điên thật, còn nhớ mỗi lần đến tiết mấy môn này mình vs con Tôm 2 con ôm chân nhau vì rét:)

Had a dream today, but it was painful.

What have i done since then ?
.Cried insanely.
.Bursting to buy a phone because Rịu was in BH and didn't want to miss wolfie's calls.
.Waiting for missed calls or sms from wolfie everytime checking the phone and check the phone every 15 minutes.
.Being depressed when the phone rang, when a sms came and it was somebody else's. Craving for :-0 or :-0's mom's.
.Acting like an idiot : kept calling, kept asking, kept crying, kept going crazy and being jealous, etc.
.Obsessed and scared when it rains, when i see the home door, when i hear the motorbike's engine sound outside, and places, things that happened, etc.
.Imagining them going out, kissing, talking, smiling,...
.Looking at the photo.
.Sitting behind wolfie and felt happy as well as scared and confused.
.Going online every night.
.Being paranoid.
.Smiled like crazy when seeing the :-*, but then felt pathetic 'cause it was just a mistake, nothing more, nothing less.

...

Shit me huh?
:)
No.
Sorry... "little me", for being such a bad "master".

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