Didn't take the test today because it's been put off till next monday.
I didn't know anything. I spent 2 hours sitting on the bus and walking and it was for nothing.

As i walked to the bus station i felt like crying.
Am i that reserved, lunatic and selfish? I know i don't talk much... but at that moment the feeling of being abandoned and kept away just came back to me, and stronger than ever before.
Just wanted to run to ...But it was impossible. Hey, anything is possible, i said that right? It's possible that i can run to ... but it won't be a good idea. That's it.

Loathe and pity myself.