A cold and late night.

Lying on bed face upwards is not always comfortable, but as it's good for the spinal column (as Susu said) i tried to sleep with it... and it didn't work. Besides, was kinda annoying and got on her nerves so she got mad and took my blanket away.
Since then i couldn't fall asleep despite all the endeavour to turn sides and switch positions.

And that was when they came...
I tried to picture them so that way i could feel the reality within.
Yes, i sometimes torture myself this way, i'm craving for the reality, i want to feel it to see how bitter it can get and how much it can hurt.

All you can do is roll yourself up in the blanket. All the unspoken is still here in the head, and it's piled up for so long it's about to explode.