welcome home

Hello world !
No... Hello world in my private blogspot (haha) ! I'm back home, finally. Long time huh?

Stayed there for almost a week and it was fun and boring and crazy and weird, yea, all that. There i saw love, hatefulness, depression, desperation, diligence, helplessness, and felt the heat bursting on my skin and sweat wetting my t-shirt.
I slept at my baby cousin's room on her floor mattress most of the time, and sometimes went to my other bigger cousin's place too.
Got lots of mosquito bites.
The sweet soup there is always the best (at the best price).

All i did there was eating, sleeping, toilet things, reading The God of small things and looking up for the new words.
I guess i'm not used to it, to being far away from home and everyone else (well, my people i mean), because i'm a closed person, a closed-barred door, not that i love them that much... I don't know, do i love anyone? Me? No !!! You must be kidding, if i was my own lover i wouldn't so often hate and pity me for what i am like this.

I missed home like crazy, the 2 crazy girls, mom dad, HBO, Star Movies, the computer, the internet, the house... And him.
Dreamed of them again. They were sitting at my front door talking and i was too scared to go out there and say hello to them, so i went away with Susu later, to an old-book store and found a very good book there. I woke up right after the dream, stayed awake for a little while, then got back to sleep. A little bit of a nightmare. Every day and night i waited for that one thing but of course it didn't come, did not come.


Went home by bus with 2 other heavy plastic bags stuffed with bananas and guavas and gac fruits. Exhausted but so happy to be home.
Got soaked in the heavy rain when going out buying fried banana cakes with Susu, we were entirely crazy. :)

That's it, my trip.